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Vertigo’s “shopping for a new pills with the dr day”

For my first post . I have no idea what to do or say. But today I have a message to share. Since tomorow is a new day today I will remember what I’ve learned :My creativity has started to refloursih and I realized I was 5 months clean from anti-psychotics so I want to share my hopes for recovery because it’s getting better, I ha only been on for about 3.4 months until I started weaning off the garbage since alternative sleep /wake cycle was naturally developing inside me , my obsession with sleeping pills had once again blurred my belief that in order for me to sleep I needed to be “medicated” although my “ocd”started when I  abused “adhd” medication , I was just so sure I had ismonia and not recently , my “delusion” -false belief allowed me to share with everyone my sleep deprived repetitive night time battle with my ability to fall asleep would allow me to obviously gain access to “adhd “ meds . My addiction at 18 with Concerta blinded my logical thinking which would clearly expla